i need to stop. i need to stop over-thinking things. i need to stop reacting to things like a stereotypical girl. i need to stop over-thinking guys. i just need to start living in the moment and fuck everything else, but that’s so much easier said than done. i wish i could just put any unwanted emotions or thoughts into a little box and ship it to japan. they can have them. all of them. i dont want them. that would make things easier.
you know what else would make things easier? if i was birthed to hippies. then i wouldnt think the way i do. and i would just be some flowerchild myself. thatd be great. id be taught of the ways of the free love movement, too ;)
uh yeah so goal: cut the shit